People think I am sweet. They say so. They say "Stacy would never do that..." or "Not Stacy...". I am just human. And with the loss of my own mother I have started realizing that she was not perfect either.
Figuring out that your own role model isn't perfect is mind blowing. I go back into my memories of her and really look at them and what I find is both comforting and scary.
My mother was just a normal, imperfect, sometimes messy and, at times, just wanted to be left alone. She said things that were judgmental, she envied others and she took solace in the fact that the people around her made mistakes just like her. But she was my hero and its her imperfections that made her beautiful to me.
But forget my Mom for a second. We are here to talk about ourselves and what "evil" and judgmental thoughts we have inside....Here are a few of mine...
1- I am sick and tired of all this political CRAP on face book and in society all together.Have a favorite candidate, follow the guy and, if a friend asks, go ahead and tell them all the great things about the might be president but please, please PLEASE stop posting your opinion all over the internet. I don't care if you are Republican, democrat or Independent You are NOT going to change anyone's mind about their candidate or yours no matter how many times you say, post or scream it. No one asked you. Sure, its your face book, air or whatever. Go ahead and say what you want. But the preaching and the putting down of the other candidate Is NOT getting you any votes. Its just annoying your friends.
2~ Ok, here is a WEIRD thing I used to think (and sometimes still do)...And its quite difficult to explain but I think some people will understand...Whatever I am doing ~whether dishes, sweeping the floor, reading a book or whatever, I bet myself that if I finish the chore I am doing before the next sound, the next time I blink or whatever goal I set, that something I want will come true. For instance...folding laundry...If I can fold everything before the next car goes by then I will get good news. What is that? Its strange and it doesn't stop there...Does anyone out there have ANY idea what I am talking about????
Stacyroosa@gmail.com Tell me some weird things you do. I will add them into my next blog (without names ofcourse)...Tell me your weird stuff.
Going off to try to go to bed. Glad I got a few secrets out. Believe me, this is nothing. .I have a whole lot more of strange and embarrassing things as well as the beauty of the world I have been lucky enough to witness. I am just warming up!
Figuring out that your own role model isn't perfect is mind blowing. I go back into my memories of her and really look at them and what I find is both comforting and scary.
My mother was just a normal, imperfect, sometimes messy and, at times, just wanted to be left alone. She said things that were judgmental, she envied others and she took solace in the fact that the people around her made mistakes just like her. But she was my hero and its her imperfections that made her beautiful to me.
But forget my Mom for a second. We are here to talk about ourselves and what "evil" and judgmental thoughts we have inside....Here are a few of mine...
1- I am sick and tired of all this political CRAP on face book and in society all together.Have a favorite candidate, follow the guy and, if a friend asks, go ahead and tell them all the great things about the might be president but please, please PLEASE stop posting your opinion all over the internet. I don't care if you are Republican, democrat or Independent You are NOT going to change anyone's mind about their candidate or yours no matter how many times you say, post or scream it. No one asked you. Sure, its your face book, air or whatever. Go ahead and say what you want. But the preaching and the putting down of the other candidate Is NOT getting you any votes. Its just annoying your friends.
2~ Ok, here is a WEIRD thing I used to think (and sometimes still do)...And its quite difficult to explain but I think some people will understand...Whatever I am doing ~whether dishes, sweeping the floor, reading a book or whatever, I bet myself that if I finish the chore I am doing before the next sound, the next time I blink or whatever goal I set, that something I want will come true. For instance...folding laundry...If I can fold everything before the next car goes by then I will get good news. What is that? Its strange and it doesn't stop there...Does anyone out there have ANY idea what I am talking about????
Stacyroosa@gmail.com Tell me some weird things you do. I will add them into my next blog (without names ofcourse)...Tell me your weird stuff.
Going off to try to go to bed. Glad I got a few secrets out. Believe me, this is nothing. .I have a whole lot more of strange and embarrassing things as well as the beauty of the world I have been lucky enough to witness. I am just warming up!
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